I have always tried to help students deal with stress and nerves when taking their ABRSM Grade exams. I have tried to pass on strategies developed over the years to
make it less of an ordeal. Of course, some students thrive on it, but others really feel the pressure.
In April 2016, I realised that perhaps, after thirty years of teaching, I had forgotten the reality of preparing for and taking an exam. I decided then to retake my ABRSM Grade 8 on the saxophone.
That way I could re-experience it for myself, better empathise with my students and hopefully identify new ways to help them.
PREPARATION
Pieces - I chose my pieces and spent about 30 mins a day on them, even recording some of my practice. This was really useful for seeing phrase shaping, intonation and generally bringing musicality to
them. I supported this with relevant Studies to help build stamina and finger technique.
Scales - No escape! I practised long and hard. I felt quite confident though challenged my advanced pupils to randomly pick one for me. I revisited any I didn’t nail at the first attempt.
Sight-Reading/Aural - I downloaded ‘˜The Sight Reading Factory’ app, which was useful, and Aural preparation often took place on my commute listening to Aural Training CDs.
EXAM DAY!
I felt relaxed, though I did have ‘butterflies’. I took the advice I offer to my pupils - keep relaxed, take a deep breath, play for fun and enjoy it!. The Examiner was a bit taken aback when I
walked in, as I had been accompanying my students only moments before!
Pieces - I felt I played these with confidence, but with a few sticky patches. Parts of the performances were a bit of a blur as my mind was all over the place! ‘Mind melt’ can happen even after all
these years!
Scales - Interestingly, I actually found them a little tricky, having to really concentrate and make sure I had the correct scale type or arpeggio with the requested articulation. It’s easy just to
‘bash off’ scales, so this formality really made me think.
Sight Reading - Again, a bit of a blur! Who would have thought it? I suspect I was out with timing though it was a tricky piece - Andante 9-8 with a mix of quavers, semi-quavers, dotted rhythms and
no key signature. I frustratingly rushed it a little, but definitely improved as the piece went on.
Aural - Agony! I suddenly thought I had no chance of remembering the sample phrase but somehow I got it. Identifying the musical features was relatively easy until I got to the musical extract. It
was a modern piece with no tonal structure or obvious form. I gabbled about tonality, articulation, tempo etc. and will be amazed if the examiner understood anything I said!
Afterwards, I fell straight into the usual trap - concentrating on what went wrong rather than what went right. I was upset that my concentration had wandered, leading to some silly mistakes. I can
see why some students get upset and feel they have failed. I am not really worried about the result (just kidding!). The whole point was to experience the exam and, from it, how I might help my
students better prepare.
WHAT DID I LEARN?
Pieces and Scales - It is often said about music exams ‘what other exam do you go into knowing the answers?’ Well-prepared Pieces and Scales kept my nerves under control, but even so I still suffered
‘mind melt’. I need to look at strategies that will help students maintain their focus.
Aural and sight-reading - These caused me the most difficulty and can be the most daunting to students being the ‘unknown’ element. Perhaps I need to review the balance between Sight-Reading/Aural
and Pieces/Scales that I have in my lessons, so these elements are more familiar.
Post Exam - We are all annoyed when we make mistakes, but that’s all they are. Concentrating on the positive is definitely something I will adopt to help students see their exam experience in
perspective.
BIGGER QUESTION
Are all pupils suited to taking exams? It is always important to remember that Exams are not the reason for learning an instrument. They are just milestones on a musical adventure taking in all the
sights and sounds that music has to offer.
I will now give greater thought to entering students. I know a few of them are not suited to the pressure even though they are musically secure. The exam flutters I experienced gave me greater
empathy for talented students who have not done well in exams. I need, perhaps, to look at other less stressful ways of measuring progress.
All in all, a worthwhile experience and that, even after 25 years as professional musician, exam jitters can still get to you!!
UPDATE
Just had the results (within two weeks!). I managed a high distinction with the Aural going very well.